Symptoms worse, which was a surprise, as I thought I was in a recovery trend the last two days. Not a good sign, but not terrible, and I am getting the monoclonal antibody infusion on Friday. I hadn't realised that it would be hard to arrange, as the availability is unpredictable.
As is often the case with illness, it is will that is sapped more than ability. I feel I could mentally focus if I had to, but see no point in that. We can respond well at such times when we have to, when there is an external pressure that drives us. But trying to find that internally is elusive, as if there were no solid ground to stand on. I suppose I could read something or listen to a podcast, but I keep putting off getting started. This too shall pass.